say hello to my life

dreams

2012-01-24T20:06:00.009+08:00

MARRY ME? :)

I FREAKING WANT THIS

HER HAIR

WANT HER LEGS T.T

AWW COME TO ME

!@#$%^&

2012-01-20T17:34:00.002+08:00

FEELING SO PISSED OFF AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHY! It's always like this. I get mad without any logical reason and EVERYONE starts to get on my nerves. I have to stop acting this way. people are liking me less and less by day. AAAAAA EFF THIS. And right now I can't move that much due to my back & EVERYTHING. Some genius people even said that I am doing this because I want to skip school. Yes la, my last year of school and I want to skip a whole month of it?! GENIUS. BRAVO. TEPUK TANGAN. TAHNIAH.

haih

2012-01-18T23:56:00.002+08:00

I know I should not complain but this hurts like CRAP! since morning. since yesterday. since last week. since last month. since last year. 6 months ago. haih. SAKIT TAU TAK. It hurts until the level of my heart feels like bursting. get it? back hurts, uterus hurts, ovaries hurts. i feel like crying. i can't.. haih D':

mhm

2012-01-17T19:01:00.000+08:00

I WANT HER BODY PLEASE.

FAHAM TAK

2012-01-15T21:46:00.001+08:00

FAHAM TAK MAKSUD BODOH?! FHM TAK?! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA STRESS AKU MCM NI

UNBELIEVABLE

2012-01-15T03:11:00.005+08:00

YOUR ATTITUDE IS UNBEARABLE. CAN'T BELIEVE SOMETHING ACTUALLY HAPPENED I CAN'T EVEN -_______________________________- SO ANNOYING OK. OK? BYE

iPod--gone

2012-01-14T13:40:00.002+08:00

sigh. this is just another reason why i should be down every second of my life. bad things happens to me all the time. all the time. i can't.. lost my ipod yesterday. thought i misplaced it or my cousin took it by accident. i guess no. it's final that it's gone. final. sigh. i can't even describe how sad i am right now. my iPod is like my other phone. i can't.. haih. wtv. i'll work this december and buy a new one. i will. AMIN.

aaaaaaaaa

2012-01-13T00:35:00.002+08:00

just an update about my health.. and how sucky my life is. went to see my aunt just now and she kinda urut me. she said that my uterus has gone down a lil bit & it's a lil bit swollen up. and urat perut tegang. haih. i can't tweet about this not because i can't but because.. haih idk. i'm just so lost. now keeping my mind off it by watching Grey's Anatomy. yup, my studies are like.. i have no idea. sigh.

think of the consequences

2012-01-12T15:03:00.002+08:00

what if i skip this year and sit for spm next year? will it be awkward for me? will it be better? will it make me look like an idiot? not everyone knows that i am sick. too sick to even sit on my study table and study for 4 hrs straight. now, i have to lie down & study. haih. and that will lose my concentration because everytime i study, i'll think about spm and then i'll think about this year or next year. omg i am so complicated. i've no idea wht to do anymore. to repeat one more year for a better future or to go with another 10 months of not being able to go to school & study everyday? decisions decisions..

this is slowly killing me

2012-01-12T14:19:00.002+08:00

every single time i have a convo wih my best friends from bu2, i miss the school even more. i can't not for once not miss that school. get me? i mean.. haih. i've no idea why i moved out. well i do, but now the reasons are just so blur. i was HAPPY back then. sooooooo happy. i guess if i were to choose my biggest mistake in life is, shifting out from that school *sigh* like last year, during my birthday, all i can think about is "if i'm still in bu2, once i step my feet in my class, they'll be singing me happy birthday" but then again we can never turn back time. there must be good reasons why i'm in bu3. MUST. only God knows why. today is Kah Yan's birthday and oh God, i miss her so much!!!! we've been sitting next to each other since form 2. yes, that long. and Carrie & Cadie, my oh my how i miss them for my gossip partners. jumping to their tables to gossip about stuffs. crying to Carrie about stuffs... sigh. and i miss all those unlogical debates i had with Shin Yiing, and also singing Friday with her every FRIDAY! yes, every friday hahaha. we crack up too much. and also, Chloe, discussing with her about artists *she can be a reporter btw* hahaha. so yeah. and the boys, i think you guys know who you are. as far as I'm concerned i miss each and everyone of my best & close friends there. i hope after spm, we'll be spending more time together. I love you guys till the very end of my life! x

hm.

2012-01-12T12:33:00.004+08:00

so hello meet my sister from another mother and father (wow that's long), Nur Khalisa bt Hamid. we've known each other for a very long time but we've been really close since year '10. throughout the whole time, we've been there for each other but right now, sometimes I feel like I've no idea what's going on in your life even though i do, but sometimes I fell like I don't because I've been spilling out about all of my problems to you. sigh, I really am sorry for bothering you with my problems. I know you hate it when I'm down. when I over think stuffs but that's just me. You should know that despite the problems I'm having right now, I am still here for you. I know some times you feel like you're there for everyone and right now most of your friends are down, so you have to be the strong one. but please, we both know you're going through a lot too. I am still here if you need me, I will forever be by your side. I know that as strong as you want to be, there are still some untold stories that you want to tell me, but you just can't because idk maybe you're scared that I'll take the problems lightly because I'm just another selfish problematic bitch. well I am, but yeah.. I miss you, spilling out your problems to me. I know I've changed a lot. and i mean, A LOT. I used to be so hyper and cracked up with you, but now I spend most of my time with you complaining or crying or cursing. I know. I'll try my best to be strong so that I can be the old me back. sigh, I am so so sorry Lisa. We're not fighting btw people. haha, this is just a post to tell you how I really feel because honestly, every time I want to tell this straight to you, there must be some other problems that I have. so, here it is. I love you forever and ever (macam fairy tale) :*

sigh

2012-01-12T12:16:00.000+08:00

isn't it sad how i skipped school for 2 months++ straight last year just because of my back & leg? it is. and this year i only went to school on the first day of school & 10th of January. sigh. my health is getting worse by day. now it involves my breathing, my kidney/ovaries, my uterus, my stomach. i guess this are all tests from Allah. it shows that He loves me, and He knows I'm strong enough to go through this. He knows what's best for me. I guess if it's that way, I HAVE to be strong. for myself, my family and my friends. I need to get back up on my feet. I need to let lose of some things. I need to start studying like crazy. ok i'm doing that now but still.. I've been saying to myself that i need to be strong and bla bla, trust me, it'll only work for a day or two. the rest, I'll be crying day and night. I need to clear my mind. I have to. There's just too many things on my mind. I can't imagine how sad my parents are because of my health. what I'm sure of is that my dad cries everyday for me *sigh* i can't even.. hm. my mum, she is so so so strong. I know she cries for me everyday too but she just won't admit it to show that she's strong, so I have to be strong for myself. haih, how I wish I'm as strong as she is. I really do. oh well, maybe one day? hm. to who ever that's reading this, please pray for me & my family. thank you.

where oh where

2012-01-12T01:51:00.000+08:00

just where is the old me? i'm too stressed up with all of my problems. i can't even think straight anymore. there's just too many things on my mind. when i think about my health, i will automatically think about my studies, and then i will think about whether to take spm this year, or next year. i have no self confidence at all. i'm scared if i take my spm this year, i'll ruin my future of becoming a surgeon but if i don't, i'll be left out for one year. and also it's gonna be embarrassing. it is. i mean, imagine, your friends are all done with high school and you're like .___. ok. you know? haih. it's just.. but i can't handle my studies right now. i can, but i can't. i'll be thinking about the things i have right now. it kills me that i can't tell everyone about what's ACTUALLY happening to me but people will never, and i mean never understand me. therefore, only my girls from bu & subang bestari knows about what's happening to me. and also a couple of my guy friends. i planned on not telling anyone but oh well i'm just another weak teenage girl. what do you expect? everyone have been asking me to think positively about what's happening but the truth is, there's nothing positive about this. NOTHING. it's torturing. it's sad. it's exhausting. all those pains, all those sleepless nights, all those "i can barely move" situations *sigh* it's too exhausting.

i'm glad that my friends think i'm a strong girl, i can go through this, but i'm sorry my dear friends, i am not. i can't. i will try my best but honestly all i can think about right now is not being able to recover. i'm scared if i might stay this way for my whole life time. this is sad. this is why i don't know how to be happy again. i don't.

why hello there

2012-01-09T23:36:00.001+08:00

so i was quite inspired by the fact that Lisa expresses her feelings here instead of twitter. which is what all of us did last time. well screw whatever that's happening. no actually no. i'm going through a lot in my life and it's kind of sad that i was such a happy girl back then. i was the most hyper girl between all of my friends! and now i'm like this girl who has 1 001 problems and is in need of her friends by her side all the time. i know my friends have better things to do, but they're still here for me. and i'm glad they are. i really am. some of my so called friends walked out on me when i was so so so so down. which, i still am, but well they taught me A LOT. one of 'em is to not have too many best friends because honestly, they're not the best if they leave. now, i came to a conclusion where my best friends are those who's pissed off at me when i'm down but at the same time is still there to calm me down. well actually 2011 have taught me a lot.

first of all, it taught me on how to appreciate things or people while they're still there for you. i moved out from bu2 to bu3 around may last year. yes, i did. and i regret that I did it. but what's the use of regretting? none. so I shall stop regretting and thank God i moved out from that school. there must be good reasons why i'm in bu3. anyway, in that school, sigh.. too much dramas. the whole year was filled with dramas. from this girl to another girl to me to another girl to.. you get the picture. so yeah, if i was still in bu2, i wouldn't know how to handle THAT much dramas. now that i do, i can and will be a better person in future, insyaAllah.

second of all, it taught me on not to fall for your best friend. yes, i fell for my best friend and it did not work out the way i wanted it to be. we're not close at all anymore. we don't talk, at all, anymore. sigh. i miss him as my best friend but oh well i can't do anything about this.

third, it taught me on how i'm supposed to handle people walking out from my life. it's uncountable on number of people that walked out on me. last time, i tried so hardly to be close to the people that walked out on me but now all i can think about is, "if they were my best friends, my close friends, even my friends, why in the world did they walk out on me?" so yeah, to those who walked out on me and refuse to be close to me again, I'm sorry but I will never make it better ever again. it's up to you guys.

fourth, it have taught me to stay as strong as i can though i am soooooo weak but I have to stay strong. i know that some of my friends hate it when i'm down because it brings them down as well. i am so so sorry to my friends that they have to deal with this too. note that i love you guys.

fifth, 2011 seriously taught me on not to fall for guys so easily. i liked sooooo many guys in 2011. which is not good. i guess they were just distractions of mine? hm. maybe? but i don't care. right now, i don't like anyone and i hope it stays this way until i'm done with spm. i hope so.

HEYHOOOOOOO

2010-10-15T14:23:00.000+08:00

okay , so i maybe left the blog for almost what err ,3 months . haha , tht's long . anyway , after pmt i thought it'd be SOOOOO FUN ! BUT IT'S NOT -.- after i finish KH , i went to ou with Lisa . we watched Dinner For Shmucks = FUNNY :D and then we went to play bowling which is also COOL because they renovated the place alrdy ;)
THE NEXT DAY ,i went out with Kah Yan , Cadie , Chloe and Cassey . we WALKED for six straight hours . we didnt't even watch any movie :O PENAT-ING . haha . I bought a shirt , shared with Kah Yan , she bought a cute little black shirt. LOVE IT ;D then , yesterday i went out too ! with Amlyna . we watched The Other Guys . it's not soo funny . not as funny as the trailer :( such a wastage . hugh . oh oh i bought monopoly ! haha . so now my purse is really thirsty . anyone interested to pour some 'water' in it ? ;D I want to work , to get money . buuuut , can't find one yet sadly . I am suppouse to go out tomorrow with Kah Yan , Cadie, Chloe and Cassey . BUUT , i dnt have any money . SO , i can't go out . sorry guys D: but I'm staying at home and have some fun with syafenaz , syafeqah , emilia and mahizan ;D well , that is also if they come -.- SOOO , care to gimme money so i can still go out ? I'd do some work if you want to ;) maybe cupcakes ? or orange cake ? or marble cake ? OR cornflakes ? :D :D

Cadie :)

2010-07-31T20:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! You are the most awesome sick princess in the whole wide world . You do things different and oh well um , sick . HAHA . Sorry , I haven't buy you any gift . Will buy it ASAP alright honeyy ? Hope you had a wonderful Birthday . and dreams :D sorry no cake this year :D BYE Birthday Princess ! :)

Chloe Tee Tze Ling :D

2010-07-18T16:57:00.000+08:00

I like your second post ! you like NUTS sooooo much ! I understand . I think Cadie understands too !:D I LOVE YOUUU !! :) haha . but Cadie don't like nuts . hmm , it's getting weirder and weirder don't you think ? :p question is , do I ? :D

Patient Is Something Human Being Must Have

2010-07-18T16:49:00.000+08:00

At first I thought I could understand you . But guess what , even I can't . At first there was my name there . but now it's only three people ? and not including me ? At this point I think I can say that I don't understand what you expect me to do for you to take me just the way you take them . If you are not okay with what I wrote previously then it's up to you . You can't let me not to express myself in my blog . AND , i explained already in the blog that I'm okay with it already as you changed . And as far as I'm concerned , I'm gonna have to be patient till the end of the year as I'm moving next year . So go ahead with your feelings and I'll go ahead with mine .
p/s : I really take you as my bestfriend but if it's the opposite for you then it's okay . I can depend on my other friends .

yes , i am pissed off !

2010-07-15T19:26:00.000+08:00

first , it's you ! you keep on asking people infront of you about homeworks while i'm right beside you . you keep on doing that , so that's why i ignored you on thursday friday and monday . and thank god you realized AND you kinda change so i'm proud of it ;) but who are you kidding , i can't ignore you forever , you're like my bestfriend already , well atleast that's what i think about you .

second , it's the fact that i have a little of true friends . when i'm this girl who have fun, not in pain . you people are there for me . but now ? when i'm in pain ? some of you even laughed at me ! what kind of a friend of you ? and some of you like don't care . I really appreciate my friends who care for me , ask me to go to the doctor *even i don't* , and those who scolded me for not going and ask me to go for urut . though sometimes i'm scared , but those are real friends . friends who walk by my side upstairs and downstairs , those who hold my hand when i'm going downstairs . i know you're kinda the "maju" type of girl , but WE ARE friends ! why can't you help me down ? I'm really pissed off at those who walk like me behind me ! I dnt want to walk like that but what to do ?!

third , no one have ever called me an effin bi*ch ! why do you ?! you made me pissed off and you expect me not to be mad and you say those things TO MY FRIEND ! who's the idiot now ?! I HATE YOU . i thought you're the kind dude who blah blah blah . but as i said , you and your gay partner are the same !! UGH !

stressed

2010-05-27T21:53:00.001+08:00

exam's coming up and i just needed smth to cheer me up . and by cheering means blogging. It DOES cheer me up . this post is actly meant for like to tell CHLOE the real fact of why i changed. See , I dnt wanna be under the number of 20 for this coming exam. Because you guys are always higher than 15 . Like seriously . But however, I still dnt think I'd get all As or atleast five As . I dnt know why. I just don't :(

OMGH

2010-04-16T19:25:00.000+08:00

PMR is soooo near ! Like seriously . You may not see it but on the 31st , mid-year exam ALL form ones and form twos are coming out in exam , i think every subj. Then school holiday for two weeks . Surely we won't realize . Around July Trial ! Then Puasa , won't realize too until finish raya ! Then PMR ! OH MY GOD ! I need to study other subjects ! I keep on studying maths sejarah maths sejarah . I'm soooooo week in geografi and agama , yet I'm not studying those subj ! KH is like last-minute study then It'll come into my head . I'm working real hard for science though , but it seems that i have to study more. BM and BI I'll have to read read read ! I wanna be like Mahizan for BM and Shin Yiing for BI , Cadie for science, Chloe for sejarah and Kah yan for geografi ! Can we discuss in PMR ? :/

Logan Lerman :')

2010-04-09T23:07:00.000+08:00

awesome

2010-04-09T16:50:00.000+08:00

I watched Date Night last tuesday , and it was superbly funny ! Let me give you the description , maybe 8 seconds of not laughing at the beginning and after that , you'll non-stop laugh ! I'm not joking. and after a lot laughs , you'll be in silent for maybe 5 seconds and till the end, you'll laugh again , it was so funny . Slap me if it's not funny AT ALL.

happy sad happy sad

2010-03-27T14:16:00.001+08:00

I'm happy for my maths . two thumbs up for me ! HAHA :D i've never got mark like tht since what, 2nd grade ? haha . It's true , every one got high marks , but ME ? like whaat ? haha . and the second thing I'm happpy for is that I'm okay back with my friends (; andd , i love 3 seri pagi haha . i've been in the SP family since form one and idk how i'm gonna leave them . haihh . anyways , i got in to the finals ! :D haha. oh , sadly , my hand is having the tendent or smth , dnt even know how to spell . it's like the fat is attached to the bone or smth . :(

blahhh

2010-02-15T17:11:00.001+08:00

it's not a fun month or year , neither week . gosh , is there anything that can possibly go right ? friends are running all over the place , and studies ? i'm slo alright ? can you atleast give us a break for a minute atleast Mrs Maths Teacher.
i'm so exhausted , i can't online on weekdays , just weekends . oh godd , i need some freedom , i can't even go out at night -______- i'm such a loser ! O;

aminah jenab binti lebai <3

2010-01-08T16:38:00.000+08:00

aku rindu kau lah D: sumpahh lain rehat tak sama dengan youu . balik pun tak sama . babs punya ramlah -.- dah la you nak pindahhhh ! i tak pernah ada kawan selembab , sebengong and senaik dengan i ! haha , kesian you kena rehat dengan minah kampung tu dohh . tapi i lagi kesian la kann kena rehat dengan slut HIV -_______-
menggedik sini sana . kalau you ada sure you macam "wathe eff menn wathe eff ?" HAHAA :D
koperasi pun tak bising macam dulu lahh . kena bertugas dengan budakbudak form 5 macam senyap je -.- tapi you lagi kesian lah in this case , kena bertugas dengan minah gedik tu , HAHAAA :D oh hell yeah kita tak boleh tak contact for the whole time you pindah . alright ?

iloveyoubestfriendd <33

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EARTH !

2010-01-01T00:35:00.000+08:00

THE BEST NEW YEAR I EVER HADD ! I spent the whole day with iffa syahirah ariffen <3 she came to my house at arnd 11 am . and we spent the whole dayy until 2010 ! I spent the last day of 2009 with my best best friend ! :D hahaaa and i love it ! we ate chocolate like 2 bars only. hahaa. we brought the whole packet but we ate two only ! look at how stupid we were last year ! hahahahahahhaha :D :D

anywayy , we love each other so much says iffa :D and yes , it's 100% true ! <3

ANYWAYYY , suddenly there were lotsa people who came to the place that we were hanging out so we sat at the end of bmx track :D :D
while i was trying to sit , i fell down ! HAHAHAHAH :D my butt hurts alot ! haha :D
while we were taking pictures , everybody shouted and clapped , so we ran to a nice place to see both firecrackers :one utama and the curve ! :D isn't that awesomeee ?!
so , while that , we called someone and someone called us and wishing here and theree andd at i said " whoaaaa ! that's so beautiful ! " and i whispered to iffa "and my butt is in pain !" and we were the ones who laughed real loud ! haha :D at almost the end of it , three cars had alarms ! that was SO FUNNY ! hahahah :D
the firecrackers were really nice and cool andd---- speechless !
It's the best new year ever cause i got to spend time with my bestfriend <33

What a fun day <3

2009-12-30T20:17:00.000+08:00

I went to one utama with umi (: our plan was to watch THE PRINCESS AND THE FROG ,but when we reached at TGV , that show was at 7-.- so as ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS .
So , I told her avatar is nice , she didnt wanna go because i watched it alrdy , so she said , let's just watch THE PRINCESS AND THE FROG at new wing . And at new wing , the show starts at 5.00 . perfect (; But turns out , there's some sorta problem . it was DELAYED ! my mum was like WHAAAT ? we should've prayed first . I was like "told ya so".

Anyway , the movie's quite nice . Like funny , sad , fantasies , songs . You Knoww , cartoons (: So , the movie finished at 7.01 . So we rushed back from Gsc to ENEOS at old wing , we parked there for car wash . We were walking REAL FAST frm GSC till ENEOS . can you guys imagine how far that is ?! GOSHH . On the way there , i ran into HAYY , my schoolmate , so hye hye and bye :D and thenn , infront BK ,otw *rushing to our car , i ran into harisah ,edzmiera , edzmelya <3 I haven't seen them for quiet a while , so i went to them and hugged them . I miss you guys anyway (: after the huggings , me and my mum rushed to our car . And when we reached there , they ask us to pay at the cashier and we have to wait for another 5 mins while the people finish their work . So , we did . And so , when we reached home , while i was heading to my room frm the kitchen , my phone rang , it's Kah Yan ! She said , "you're still in SP " i was like "YAYYYY ! " I'm still there , in SP . whoaaa :D andd syafeqah made it there too ! I'm soo happy ! :D

It's a really fun day for me ! (:

awesome(;

2009-12-28T23:26:00.000+08:00

NEWYEARR is near people . Isn't this firework justt- awesomee ?! :D
I ♥ 'em (; Why'd I pick this specific picture ? Because there's my favourite building ! Duhh , haha :D While I'm publishing this post , I'd like to wish all of you A HAPPY NEW YEARR<3
For those of you that'll be moving out from my school , i hope to see you guys againn , and don't ever ever forget me , alrightt ? (;

p/s;I'm not that happy *PMR ;(

Waroeng Ayam Penyet (;

2009-12-28T16:15:00.000+08:00

TODAY, my auntie wanted to belanja lunch for me and my mum so she brought her daughter along . She said there's an interesting place for ayam penyet. It's at The Curve . well , we can call it at the curve but it's near subwayy . like THE ENDD of The Curve . hahaa (: so anyway , she've never been to that place actually , so she don't know where the shop is , so we searched for it . and when we're there , it's worth of walking (; it's the nicest ayam penyet in KL . But it can't beat the Betty Benafe's yam penyet . So , after we're done eating , my aunt and mum wanted to go to ikea , and so we did . can you guys imagine , we parked at the end of The Curve and we went till the end of IKEA . seriously exhausted . SO ANYWAYY , when we go to IKEA , i saw this very nice pillow that i really really want but it's RM79 ! gosh , i want it , badly :(

Proud (:

2009-12-26T16:03:00.000+08:00

I'm really proud of my brother for getting straight A's for his pmr . But thinking about that , it's my turn next year and could i get the very same result as he does ?
yes , i'm scared . really scared . but im gonna have it face it either way, so yeah .
to my very genius friends , help me out next year please you guys . thanks(:

randomm

2009-11-19T13:58:00.001+08:00

blablablablablablablablablablablabalablabla .

thankyouforreadingg , iloveyou<3

one utama

2009-11-17T23:25:00.000+08:00

holaa (: ,
i went to ou on friday . with them cadie kah yan chloe shaun mun fai mun kennt kenlooi. we watched 2012 .i think all of us cried but idont knoww (: what i'm sure is that i did :P the movie is so nice , seriouslyy . after movies we went to meet cassey . then they all went to eat . waitt , before the movies . we went dress-tshirt-window shopping :D i wanted to buy the 2 t-shirts i tried on . butt , wait for my mummy lah. haha , that's all already (;

bye bye <3

exam's oveeeeeeeer

2009-11-11T19:41:00.000+08:00

haha , yes i know i didnt do that well , but let's just wish for the best ! who doesnt wanna go in sp ? right ? :D bytheway , finished our exam today . and co-incedencely , it's the twins (syafenaz and syafeqah)'s birthday . and soo , we celebrated at secret recipe . it wass all about the photos at first , and then we ate (; the cake was nice . thank youuu <3 and anyway, emilia's birthday just passed . so we celebrated her birthday as well .. but also, they asked me , mahizan and yati, and nini to join them . thanks , it meant alot ! :D an then we went to the park and thre some flours :D and also they opened the prsents . HAPPY BIRTHDAYY againn ! iloveyouall<33

Long Time

2009-10-03T15:14:00.000+08:00

heyho , i know it's a little too late to talk about my birthday celebration . but it was a blast . thanks to all my friends , iloveyouall . and i hope you guys will be there for me at all time (: so anyways , what's after my birthday ? oh raya ! (: went back to johor bahru , it was real fun . the last day of ramadhan in the kitchen then went to isi ketupat . ya Allah , sumpah best . okay then first day raya , fun fun fun . moneyy babeyh ! haha . just kidding , it was fun because of meeting cousins back and all . it's just once a year where we all go out at night to watch movie. well , actually it haas always been once . but this year , thanks to umi mai , we had another night together - dinner . okay then move on to school . godd , school is boring but exam's just around the corner so had to study . andd tommorrow my friends are coming for raya . lastly , Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir dan Batin . good day (:

one utamaa (:

2009-09-05T00:59:00.000+08:00

school was okayy . but in kemahiran hidup was like really funny at the end of the class . haha . teacher asked if we have a lot of ,money , what business will we do . then the boys keep on saying "tempat pelacuran" ! ahhaaha :D and lots more . damn what la they all .

after school me and cadie went to ou . we went for window shopping and i bought some things . cadie eats ice creams . first is mcdonalds then then br . haha , cadie is a wannabe haha , she wants to be me :D but the stupid one is at the nichii . haha . i just realised i have a twin :D haha cadie , i'm so sorry but we both are kind of stupid in maths ! haha . 79.90 got 20% also don't know -.- we tried 20x79.90 a hundred , o.2x79.90 and so manyy . haha :D oh wait , was it nichii first or BR ? -.- the outting is like so funny . kahyan , you should have come with us (:

H1N1

2009-08-06T22:17:00.000+08:00

Sekolah Menengah Bandar Utama Damnasara (2) ! seriouslyy . And that guyyy is in 5s1 . so sad . I have friends thereee . and if it comes to 5s2 , what am i gonna dooo ? please everyone , pray that there's no one else will kena . SERIOUSLY .

life without music

2009-07-24T23:59:00.000+08:00

life without music , what would you feel ? empty , blank . feels like something is not right . feels like there's just things not right going on . feels like your heart have an empty space . imagine life without music . will you survive ? or will you just move on ? or you'll try to make nice music so that your heart is no more empty ? or maybe you should just live those music things behind ? or maybe you'll keep on trying to make just atleast one music ?i need an answer to my questions . i need the answer so that i can move on , or maybe i'll keep on trying . i'm madly madly madly in love . with who , don't need to be stated here . he do know that i like him . but i don't . not anymore . because i am in love . this , may sound desperate to you guys . but no one would understand me , no one . please , i need the answer to my questions .

2009-07-14T17:00:00.002+08:00

1.Are you wearing a necklace?

nope .
2.Does your computer have a mouse?
you're the computer , you should know it (;
3. Who is the main person you talk to in each of your classes?
syafenaz (:
4.Do you like school?
depends on what day it is and who's in my class
5.What colour is your shirt?
pink . yours ? (:
6.How many bedroom do you have in your house?
four .
7.What song are you listening to?
rehab-rihanna
8.What was the last mall you've been to?
one utama // centrepoint
9.Are you alone?
nope .
10.Do you have any older siblings?
yup
11.What is the last thing you ate?
potato
12.Who was the last person who came to your house?
julie , the tuppaware auntie :s
13.Who was the last person who called you?
fairuz , but that time i was in school(:
14.Who was the last person who text you and why?
kah yan saying "yea" cause i ask her to go online (:
15.What time isit?
4:51
16.What should you be doing?

sejarah folio :/
17.Who is the last person you meet outside?
juliee , don't you get it ?
18.Did you go out to eat yesterday?
nope .
19.What are you thinking abt right now?
the answers for the questions you're giving me ?
20.What colour are your pants?
black +pink .
21.What colour is your keyboard?
why do youu need to know ?
22.What do you feel like eating/drinking?
anything :0 fasting
23.Are you in college?
nope, you (:
24.What is the last word you wrote?
you(:
25.Are you bored?
yes .
26.How many teeth do you have?
haha , including my braices ? :D
28.Do you wear glasses?
no if i put on my contact lense :D
29.What colour are your shoes?
most of them black or brown
31.Last thing you drank?
air masak
34.Who do you love?
--------
35.What are you doing right now?
this tagging thingg
37.What are you looking at now?
question number 37 (:
38.What's the last word you said?
downn
39.Do you have lipgloss on?
nope , yours look nice (:
40.Do you have an eyeliner on?
nope.
41.Did you realize there was alot of missing questions?
haha nope . smart youu (:
42.Do you have a cut on your pointer finger?
not anymoree .
43.Where is your cell phone?
next to me
44.Do you have any friends named Robby?
nope .
46.Do you have any friends named Nikki?
do you ?
47.Are you afraid of the dark?
depends . haha :D
48.Did you used to watch "Are you afraid of the dark?"
yes , love themm .
49.Do you like someone right now?
may i say love ?
50.What size shoes are you?
haha , 5/6/7 . yours must be big :D
Lucky people who are being tagged by me:
-Chloe
-Ashlyn
-Cadie
-Shaun
-Jason
-Christopher
-Joyee
-Carrie

Tagged againn (:

2009-07-14T17:00:00.001+08:00

1. Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
my hands (:

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
haha , sleepy of course :D

3. Who was the last person/people you (willingly) took a photo with?
myself ? haha :D

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
haha , no . you're spoiled .

5. Will you ever donate blood?
depends , if it's so important , yes .

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yup .

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
yes , myself .

8. What does your last text message say?
"yea" from kah yan.

9. What are you thinking right now?
about sore eyes <3

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
one hundred percently yes , please ?

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
11 smtg .

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
gold coast , australia (:

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
playing around my month since last month (:

14. Who was the last person who text you?
kah yan (:

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz…
1.kah yan (again)

2.cadie

3.chloe

4.ashlyn

5.carrie

6.jo yee

7.shaun

8.jason

9.christopher

10.mun fai

15. Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
haha , no one :D

16. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
female of course (:

17. If no. 7 and no.1 get together, would it be a good?
haha , idk . i don't think so .

18. What is no. 1studying about?
ask her , i'm not with her noww (:

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
1.just now .
2.school
3.school
4.school

5.a week ago alrdy i guess
6.school

7.school
8.school
9.school
10. school

20. Is no. 4 single?
yes :D

21. Say something about no. 2.
haha , nice and has so many people that she likes :D

22. What do you think about no. 2 and no. 6 being together?
for lesbo partner ? yes i think . haha :0

23. Describe no. 9.

haha , chris ? he teases people , he laughs too much but he's a good friend (:

24. What will you do if no. 6 and no. 7 fight?
try my best to help them but i dnt want to meddle in ppls things anymore , thank youu(:

25. Do you like no. 8 ?

yoo jason , do you like me ? you hate me i'll hate you back ((;

camp-20th and 21st junee

2009-06-28T16:53:00.000+08:00

we went there at aroundd 7.30 in the morning to ulu langat. and then we were lost- in ulu langat(cnt find the placee) we thought we'll reach there at 9 smtg or earlier. but then while we're searching for that place, we thought that we're gonna have the camp-in the bus:D finally , we reached theree . once we arrive, we put our bags, had a drink and went to put our bags in our dormm. first it was dorm rambutan . later on we had some activities. it was like seriouslyy fun . and then we moved to dorm manggis. then we all went to the river . we sat next to it . gathered arnd . and thenn we heard abt do's and don'ts . after that , we were divided in groups , get to know the teachers there . thenn made presentation . and activities with group . lunch . played pulling paper gamee , "earthquake " ( i won yay ! haha ) then another game , rantai tangan // hand chain . it's where you put all your hands toghethr in wayss they give us , then we have to make a big circle . the boys win (: another game is where we have to put all of us inside A paper . boys win too :s then we heard some ceramah . then at night heard ceramah againn . but they're not boringg . fun :D they made it that wayy . then we played a game , singing game . we sang "saya pegan dia punya , dia pegang saya punya , kita sama sama pegaang , ......" haha . the teacher will continue like pegang tangannya :D haha . then late at night , we went for night trekking . damn effin scared . we must go 2 by 2 only . damnn . partner's name won't be stated here (; but thank god we found the seniors . so we walked 8 people all together . the teachers tought we waited for the friends. haha .then cikgu amri waited at this tali rafia that we have to hold all the time to be safe. so it's like we were shocked . haha , izzuddin fell down . cause he's the one infront . so he guided us . thanks :D and not only him syazwan too . thanks againn :D then we reached theree , at the river . so we waited for the rest , sang happy birthday to fatin nadia , then went to bed . EARLY in the morning , it was damn cold menn . we all went to the surau//dewan . then sang negaraku at the medan . recite doa' and read ikrar . then we exercised . went for breakfast . we learned the song bunga ... what i can't remember and tarian iban . then ulat bulu . known as the BEST song :D it is . yeah , we got steps for that . haha :D we have to sing and do the steps all our way to river . river was cold . sadly , i didn't play , i wsnt well . so yeahh . then we have to sing the ulat bulu song all the way back to the camp placee . after that , got the majlis penutup and went back home . seriously , i love the camp ! i want to rewind to that time again and again and again :D

after hols

2009-06-02T22:47:00.000+08:00

GUESS WHAAT ? Ghumiat is leaving after this semester break ! yay ! for me i guess . he is like- okayyy . but anyways , he's moving ! :D but we won't have any principle soo like okay . (: oh by the way , just noww amlyna , jaiza and i went to one utama . omgoshh . we saw those dudes . but i want THAT DUDEE ! He is cute (: and we saw some old friends . Those friends that come to us when they have girlfriends here and noww they run away from us . RUN AWAYY . pffts . I do , really regret of knowing you guys if i knw you guys are like this . seriouslyy . oh and there's this stalker dudees. they stalk us till like me and jaiza and amlyna went around a circle , and amalyna did a great thingg (: thankyou ? :D and so noww , that first dude is spinning my head :/

omgosh , holidays !

2009-05-30T16:27:00.000+08:00

first of all, exam is oveer ! yay ! haha . but the results are like boo . aha aha . our exam finished on thursday . on friday is teacher's day . but i didn't go to schl . well yah , not just me . like half or more in form 2 didnt go to schl . cause kah yan saw almost the whole class of 2p. she saw because we went to one utama . rach, phebes , mon , chand, ross, joey, carol(me) , chloe, taka and xin yi . we watched NATM2 . guess , :P oh godd , annoying comes along the whole dayy . eff menn . seriously annoying . i just hoped that annoying wsnt there . you guys knw whoo . (: ohh bytheway , i'm tired to post the photos . next timee (: thanks , bye .

The Very Peaceful Friday

2009-05-09T13:24:00.000+08:00

uh-oh,let's see how peaceful it is . once i arrive in schl, kah yan told me it's gonna be boring that day , so i asked her 'why?' and then she said'alaaa , chris, mun fai, mun kit and wai keong confirm not cming. cadie maybe not coming. i said 'what ?! ala . is ashlyn coming?' she said maybe . so i was like ooookayy . we waited for ashlyn , waited and waited. till the lights and fans were switched off . and so we cried as for ' wtf menn . it's gonna be so damn boring ! fck men ! ' . okay , after perhimpunan ; kah yan wanted to go back and sking me ' would you mind , would you' i was like 'haaa ? ok ok no no . go ahead and call ur mom . godd' .. so we went and called her mum . and so when it's english .... somebody came to the window and then came in and asked for kahyan . and now is the time i can say , DAMN YOU GUYS ! WHY THE HELL DO YOU GUYS DO THIS TO ME ? I HATE YOU HATE YOU ! yeah . and so i sat at kah yan's place and sometimes talk to hafiz , but omg , it was boring because there was no mun fai and chris and kah yan and ash and cadiee . *sobs and so i asked cik siti ' teacher , it's so boring right in this way?' she said ' no, i like it . i like the class in this way' and smiled . i was like ermm , heyy are you okay ? next was bm . pn jamilah said ' haa , bagus. saya suka macam ini . senyap shj . aman .' haisyoo . and after rehat is kh , went in class 20 mins late . koperasi , as usual . she said ntg , becasue only mun kit wasnt there in our class . then sejarah . eyh no , fire drill ! yay ! haha . at the end , science . one masa only . LASTLY, I HATE YOU GUYS ! thanks . (:

Weekends-

2009-04-19T10:51:00.000+08:00

Starts on friday , went to mcdonalds with jaiza and amalyna to meet andy, qallif, ukir, danial NYAH:D, adri. Then we went to bu7 . Played truth or dare . Let's just say dare or dare ? :D thenn we went to bmx track . Race dengan qallif macam bodh je . Haha . Saturday we went to one utama - amalyna, jaiza , qallif , andy, ukir, danial. We watched jangan tegur . Scary , yeah . Andy penakut gila. Haha . Then we went to jetty . Syakir(tengkok) came with Danial . Then we went to burger king . Amalyna and I was suppouse to go bck home . Thenn father called . Asked to stay there . So we met them again . Then went to MPH . And finally went back home . Sounds boring but it's really fun . Had fun with you guys (:

Finally(:

2009-04-19T10:47:00.000+08:00

Finally , I'm over him .

Finally , I'm moving on with my life .

Finally, I really do take him as my friend.

Finally, I love him , just as a friend .

2nd April

2009-04-04T16:14:00.001+08:00

woo , chiu yee rajin ! haha . i wonder who took this picture ? :/

MUNN KENT ! :D

uhh , ohh . ily munn kent ! haha .

Mun Fai- eating in the classroom :D

1st April was like the sadest day this year. But 2nd was like the nicest day in class :D

And it was mun kit's birthday :D

1st 2 period there's no teacher so like we took pictures :D Wanted to take the picture of all 2 SP boys but then suddenly Puan Mastura came in . We pujuk her to not teach us , to not give us homework and all . And we did it ! :D So like 1st 4 period tak belajar . And the pengawas' have to bertugas during the choral speaking thingg . After rehat is Agama , ustz didnt come . Oh yaa , syafenaz also didn't come . All the 2M's girls pegi buat something kat padang . Aiyoyo . Ahhah .

First period of agama Cikgu Khairul ganti . We were just kutuk-ing each other in class . :D 2nd is Pn Roslaini . She asked to help her in the bilik pengurusan diri . Everybody went back to class as soon as masa habis . But me , Emilia and Ibnu managed to pujuk Pn roslaini to give us to help her more . BHAHAH . :D so like there's only left half an hour for geo when we came into the class . tu pun just check the exercise and kena lecture . Godd , hate her . Science; experiment . So for the one whole day , tak belajar langsung ! haha .

School Hols(:

2009-03-21T16:00:00.000+08:00

Starting onn Saturday . Me and my parents and my cousin , sofia went to Palace Of The Gorden Horses Resort . My cousin's wedding is there . But me and sofia stayed in the hotel room because the invitation is just for husband and wife. So it's like FREEDOM ! haha . My parents and I arrived at the hotel arnd four in the evening . The wedding starts at 8.00 . Four hours with my parents . When we arrived , my mum rest for abt fifteen minutes . Then we went to the Jojobali Spa at the first floor . The spa started at 5 . My mum said that i could go anywhere i want , so i did . At 5.30 . Godd , it was so boring. And then my dad wanted to get some massage for his back so , he went to the spa . and i waited for them . Borinnggg . -.- And what i did was , I went to a shop . Bakery . I ordered a slice of cheesecake . Yummy :D When my mum's done with her spa , around 6.30 , I ajak her to try the cheesecake . And she did . And then we went back to our room and she siap siap to go to the wedding . Around 7.45, Sofia and her parents arrived . 8 o'clock , they left the room . Sofia and I went to have dinner at the lounge . We ate melaka nyonya mee curry . thank god we ordered oen because the bowl was like enough for twoo person . We kind of finished the mee curry . Then sofia wanted to taste the cheescake i've been talking about . After some counting , I went to the same shop in one day just for cheese cake . haha . Then we went to a fresh juices shop , i ordered mango juice and sofia ordered apple juice . Both are like soo nice . Like seriously nice (: And thenn we went back to our room and buat kerja bodoh :D We went back to Sofia's house on Sunday . My parents and brother went to Melaka for MMU's open day . (: I slept at Kak Sabrina's house for a day and sofia's hse for a day . I went back home on tuesday morning with abg wi and abg man and sofia. And at night I went back to sofia's hse -.- because my parents forgot to tell me that they're going to her house that night , buat penat je ohh . On wednesday , ada cheerleading practise . Starts at nine . But i went there at ten . Ngee :D Sebab tunggu Lisaa (: cheer practise patut habis at 2 . But pukul 10.30 , ketua bagi rehat . Then me , sya and lisa terus balik rumah i . Around two kitorang keluar rumah , my mum sent us to one utama. Lisa and sya tak sampai a day know each other dah hug and hold hands . haha :D First thing we did was buy movie tickets , then we went around ou . And then kitorang pegi burger king :D sya and lisaa bought some fries and iced milo (: and suddenly our friends ; brother , nadhir , aidil , faiq ajak hangout kat luar bk . so we joined them . When we're finish with lepak-ing with them , we went to dreamworld and thenn , we were suppouse to watch a movie but me and sya tak nak so we sold it to my brother and his friends . Bagi tiga tiket dapat 5 ringgit . haha . Though , diorang pun tak tengok "=.= Then me , lisa and sya went to the playground at the ... ala , you know la right ? (: Lepas tu we joined sofy, yasmin , sarah from br to strbucks to old wing then me and lisa went back home walking with mmd , nadhir , aidil and faiq . -.- then we hangout at the padang and ajak amalyna to join us . on thursday , i went to the curve with lisa , poyak , dyana , sab . but sab joined us just for like until cathay only then she went to watch anther movie with her boyf , aqil . me , lisa , dyana , poyak went to watch marley and me . i watched it twice :D then while waiting for the movie to strt , we went to play bowling . and then tengok wayang then round for a while , we met fairuz . And then pegi main bowling AGAIN . but i didn't play , i wasnt in the mood , Fairuz pun tak main . So it's like semua main except for us . Lisa main but dia macam bad mood gila . Only we know why . Haha , boringboring . Then we went back home with sme problems . -.- friday pagi pegi bangi , ambik kak nadiah dekat kl central then lunch pergi Hartamas then balik rumah . Then malam Lisa left me , haha . Saturday is like frm 11 to 2 smtg tengok tv then mandi . Haha , late bath :D and then in the evening , my cousin came ; Kak Noor and Abang Alwi (: at night like tengok tv then online then makan then tengok tv then online . HAHA . :D and finally on sunday morning , me and my fmily and kak nadiah went to klcc , umi beli baju , shopping . haha . and then pegi makan then balik . 5 o'clock pegi padang and malam ni baru nak buat homework , haha . :D VERY NICE HOLIDAY :D

Examination overr (:

2009-03-06T15:02:00.000+08:00

The examination was frm 2nd to fourth march . some tough , some ok ok la . But the results are not so good , godd . ooh , heard abt the gossip ? *winkwink . haha , yeah . MUN FAI tuuh . ahhah . I'm getting crazier and crazier . Yeah . Everyone , my name is not Zoo Canon alright . It's also not Safari Meriam it's SHARIFAH MARYAM . ahhah . alright , ok ? bubye ! (:

Kah Yan (:

2009-01-31T18:31:00.000+08:00

JUST KAH YAN , THANK YOUU ! (:

Long timee

2009-01-21T21:43:00.000+08:00

woo , so long already . new year ; i went to one utama , celebrate with lisa , muhammad , aidil , faiq , nadhir , lutfi and haziq . tu je kan ? it was not fun until at the end of the day , on the way back ... sprays and all . on 5th of january , first day skolah laa , already kena lecture with the new principle . ayoyo . -.- half an hour some more . haish . ohh , kalau anyone yg berkena mengena dengan cikguu tu , please don't tell him . thanks . oh thenn , 2SP . still the same , bising gila tahap dewaa . but tak sama sgt la because syafeqah masuk M , mcm wtf je enn . and then ainaa , yain tong and natalie punn . if there's anyone else missing yg turun class , inform me . but there's some new faces . chehh , neww . kah yan , kd , mun fai , taka . i think that's all , if anyone's missing , tell me . except for the only guy we dislike , thank you . so , love life ni macam wtf gila . sebab LOVE ITU BABI , :DD (ohh , that's my new perkataan) . baru buat on 27th january . the day i and iffa gi dreamworld then suddenly dia lambat masuk , so ada i sorangje . oh btw , i loveeeee that pict . HAHA . but walaupun love itu babi , i do lik e someone . but like duhh , i can't tell you . does the word duhh sound gedik(too girlish) ? ala , whatever laa . so , i posted this very longg thing . thank you, iloveyouguys !! no seriously , i do . as a friend . (:

14/12

2008-12-18T15:54:00.000+08:00

Ini dia kerja2 org gilaa . hahhah . sorry lisa and shazza . :D we had FUN . lah sangat . i slept early . pukul 12.01 a.m. shazza went back home at abt 3.30 a.m. bilaa i lepak dengan u tak nak pulak tidur lambat eyy .? haha . lisa tidur pukul 5 pagi . itu sangat gila . main game dgn muhammad . tbb doe .

ohh school

2008-12-10T12:40:00.000+08:00

i really really miss the school . some of the teachers . and obviously i miss my friends . especially my classmates . do you miss me too ? HAHHAH . perasan la pulak , i miss the situation but not the homeworks . i miss the studies , not the homework . i miss the environment , not the homework . thank youu , (: baju sekolah , kasut , pensil case belum beli . the tools and bag sudahh . ala , it's soo boring talking abt these things . um , yeay . hari raya haji ! HAHHAH . it's quite ok lahh . didnt go anywhere but .. it's still raya ! =D

dear ASHLYN .

2008-11-26T14:41:00.000+08:00

what more do you want me to post ? well , let see . i lost my cat . my grandma is still here at my house . in pain . and now i'm writing this blog for you , my dear friend .. shinying . HAHAH . i missed all of u in school ! i'm so sad i didnt go to the school for the last day . had to take care of my grandma . cucu yang BAIK . haah . well , this holiday maybe not going anywhere . my brother is having SPM and please pray for him so that he gets atleast 5 credits . he wants to be a pilot . HAHAH . he can take me to paris (my dream place) . wee ! hahah . so , i've posted a new 1 . for god sake give me another 2 weeks to post a new one . :D

updated chris !

2008-11-21T21:33:00.000+08:00

i got a kitty ! yipee ! hahh .. i saw it otw to send my aunt infront . it was meow-ing to us(my family) . so my mum took it and kept it . so first we named it "tommy" then "brazil" . haha . then "grey" and at last his name is WILLY . my grandma named it . it tries to catch its own tail . haha . ;D

posted , shhum .

2008-11-07T20:27:00.000+08:00

ashlyn,carrie , racheal , monica , phebes . updated my blog ! wee ! haha . okeh , exam ? sucks . life ? bosan . friends ? new nicknames . ahhah .
kah yan-monica
kd-rachel(salah eja tell me hah!)
joey-phebes
me-CAROL ! (I HATE YOU GUYS )
jason-chandler
shaun-joey(GAY GAY . HAHA.)
taka-ross
jing wei-ben(the baby)
mun fai-gunther(how to spell ah ?)

anymore missing ? inform me . OU was boring . kan radthes ? except for the FUSBALL part . haha . kah yan and radthes coward ! chicken youu ! :D "throw the books!" said chang ming after sivik's paper . haha . i wonder who would do that . by the way i'm getting along back with my friends and further away with some other friends . but still having fun tapi bosan. weird weird ? that's me . too bad . you lose looser mooser ! :D well so , i got new hobby-pulling my friend's hair especially CARRIE's hair ! the teacher was Jia Qi and ashlyn . thank you . (: i think that's all . will update my blog in two more months . let u miss me . haha . yay ! no lah . will update them soon !

13th Birthday ..

2008-09-16T18:08:00.000+08:00

So , it did went well after all ... Lotsa ppl wished me ,, oh ya , my birthday was on monday , 15th sept. But the best partt was me , ashlyn , shing li and and chloe PLAYED COUNTER STRIKE !
HAHA . only they and emilia knows how we played .. gahahah .. Hostages , bomb , andd windows ! haha . ;D at night me n family went to my cousin's house ,, andd it was nicee .. ;) on the way back home , I talked with my brother , Muhammad .. A LOT . and then we sang Hari Raya Songs like 'Balik Kampung' , Anuar Zain's child song ! I love that song .. I love semua hari raya punya lagu !
Some photos of me on my birthday;

KGT Project

2008-09-08T21:16:00.000+08:00

Yay me !! haha . at last , i managed to finish the KGT project .... except for the dapatan kajian .. Chill la , half only mahh ,, oh ya .. I haven't do the peta minda ... and draw the peta .. haiz "=.=
But atleast i've done the whole thing except for the things that I've said up there. During the whole time that I did this project, my friends asked from me the peta and whatsoever . Wanted to charge them but thenn ,, kesian lohh ... gahah .. so wht ? well , i feel really really relieved now ,,, eventhough not really complete but ,, ala , my classmates will know laa ,,, kan kan ? (:
but Shin Yiing is soo rajin that she draw a 'very big' peta . -well , it is kinda big- but srill, i decided to do the smaller one . like my friends always said , the smaller the better . gahah .. I don't want and won't pamerkan the project because I'm sure some of you will copy . ngee* ((:

Things seems to be okay this month..

2008-09-03T21:05:00.000+08:00

For this month,well , including August, i had quite a good time with my friends . I'd rather be friends with the Form 1s than those Form 2s and Form 3s . Tell you something, the form2s kinda act like they are big enough. For the form 3s, some of them are really2 cool n nice . But some of them have one kind of character. But , i don't care about the people who I'm not suppouse to care about . Kan elaine kan ? I love my class ,, for the friends of course . I sit like in the boys' group . Kinda in the middle of them,,, they are cool. As for the girls , they are 'chun-ted' .. Shin Yiing with her book and BOOKMARKS , Shing Li with her copy cat hairstyle . haha . Syafeqah and Syafenaz as usual , they are always together,,Emilia always with Ainaa nowadays,,,-again-.. Mahizan and her Pang Shen Chiak,, don't know the spelling,, sorry ! But however they are , they are still my friends,.
right ? But kesian Christopher ,, he is Radthes', Mahizan's , Emilia's and my pembekal glue and gunting . :P sorry chris! But i don't really always use ur glue right ? hehe . by the way, always when Sejarah time , some of the boys sleep .. Ada yang peluk beg ,, hehe . But Ahmad Hanania SLEEPS for about half an hour . ahhah .

School Hols in August

2008-08-21T18:32:00.000+08:00

It seems to be quite okay ... didn't go anywhere except for One Utama with FRIENDS&&BESTIES .
Also walked with ** . My dear friends surely know who ** is . (:

18th August 2008

I went to OU with Syafeqah,Syafenaz,Mahizan,Hafizah(Mahizan's Lil Sis),Kamarul Zaman,Amirul,Zaswan and Badar . First, me n those girls up there went to the place that the girls usually go .. DREAMWORLD . And FYI , the boys in my class especially Christopher&&Munn Kent , I am not a POSER . Just wanna take pitcures . ahhahah .. :)) Then we went to Jaya Jusco just because Syafenaz wants to by a blade . Tett ! It's for safety . (: Then we went to GSC Cinemas to buy tickets for the movies , of course.. While waiting for the boys to arrive , we took some pitcures. again "=.= So , the boys reached right on time except for Amirul. He came late , so we move on . While watching the movie, SOMEBODY threw some popcorn on herself because she was shocked.(cerita susuk) The popcorns were sticking on her hair . :DD After that , WE walked to old wing to eat Pizza Hut . (i paid "=.=) Me n ** walked together and it was so sweet . (: Then we all went back home .

20th August 2008 with Problem Child at OU .(20-08-2008 , 2008 2008)

All of them were there except for Jaiza and Nadiah Abu Bakar . It was fun , we went window shopping , didn't went to the movies (penuh) . But at the end of the day , there was only me&&Amalyna . We didn't went window shopping ,, we went shopping . ((: We bought 1 shirt each . Same pattern , different colors . Mine is green . Hers is white . Can't see it ? Well , it's white . ahhahah (: We waited for my mum to pick us up until about 5.30 p.m. "=.= penat ohh !

23rd August2008

Went to OU , again .. with Lisa and Dyana<333 . We went there frm 11.00 a.m. till 4.55 p.m. (:
Me n Dyana was sooooo jealous of Lisa .. Only we know why . :l

I am Sharifah Maryam

2008-08-11T17:55:00.000+08:00

If u hate me , hate yourself first .
If u love me , love yourself first .
If u want to know me better , know yourself better first .
If u have problem with me , make some problem with yourself first .
But if u have extra money ,, give it to me first . :DD

okeyh , i'm sharifah maryam bt syed putra . it's pronounsed as SAID but the spelling is still SYED .
by the way , my birthday is on 15th of September 1995 . 13 (2008) . I love purple . Fav colour to death . i hate wannabees.i mean ,, jangan la ikut apa orang lain buat kan .. for the ayat(s) , macam tak ada your own ayat plak .sometimes,i feel the wannabees out there are soooo stupid.why do they wanna be us ??can't they be just their ownself.. bodoh la ... of course la sakit hati .. like someone out there . setiap kali i update my blog at myspace,she'll copy exactly the same.kalau tak pun tukar sikit2.urgh.ihhsdffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffm!