this is slowly killing me

every single time i have a convo wih my best friends from bu2, i miss the school even more. i can't not for once not miss that school. get me? i mean.. haih. i've no idea why i moved out. well i do, but now the reasons are just so blur. i was HAPPY back then. sooooooo happy. i guess if i were to choose my biggest mistake in life is, shifting out from that school *sigh* like last year, during my birthday, all i can think about is "if i'm still in bu2, once i step my feet in my class, they'll be singing me happy birthday" but then again we can never turn back time. there must be good reasons why i'm in bu3. MUST. only God knows why. today is Kah Yan's birthday and oh God, i miss her so much!!!! we've been sitting next to each other since form 2. yes, that long. and Carrie & Cadie, my oh my how i miss them for my gossip partners. jumping to their tables to gossip about stuffs. crying to Carrie about stuffs... sigh. and i miss all those unlogical debates i had with Shin Yiing, and also singing Friday with her every FRIDAY! yes, every friday hahaha. we crack up too much. and also, Chloe, discussing with her about artists *she can be a reporter btw* hahaha. so yeah. and the boys, i think you guys know who you are. as far as I'm concerned i miss each and everyone of my best & close friends there. i hope after spm, we'll be spending more time together. I love you guys till the very end of my life! x