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so hello meet my sister from another mother and father (wow that's long), Nur Khalisa bt Hamid. we've known each other for a very long time but we've been really close since year '10. throughout the whole time, we've been there for each other but right now, sometimes I feel like I've no idea what's going on in your life even though i do, but sometimes I fell like I don't because I've been spilling out about all of my problems to you. sigh, I really am sorry for bothering you with my problems. I know you hate it when I'm down. when I over think stuffs but that's just me. You should know that despite the problems I'm having right now, I am still here for you. I know some times you feel like you're there for everyone and right now most of your friends are down, so you have to be the strong one. but please, we both know you're going through a lot too. I am still here if you need me, I will forever be by your side. I know that as strong as you want to be, there are still some untold stories that you want to tell me, but you just can't because idk maybe you're scared that I'll take the problems lightly because I'm just another selfish problematic bitch. well I am, but yeah.. I miss you, spilling out your problems to me. I know I've changed a lot. and i mean, A LOT. I used to be so hyper and cracked up with you, but now I spend most of my time with you complaining or crying or cursing. I know. I'll try my best to be strong so that I can be the old me back. sigh, I am so so sorry Lisa. We're not fighting btw people. haha, this is just a post to tell you how I really feel because honestly, every time I want to tell this straight to you, there must be some other problems that I have. so, here it is. I love you forever and ever (macam fairy tale) :*